27 October 2013

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The young foolish dreamer
Who wishes upon a star
Knows, like twinkling twice
Hope can carry you far

Even skipping and jumping
Along moon beams beyond
Into the heart’s imaginings
No faith in magical wands

Or witch doctor juju
Beneath dark African thatch
That conceals in shadow
A smoky deceptive catch

The celestial Congo sky
And way out milky haze
Too wonderful to behold
At heavenly bodies gaze

Looking for something known
The Southern Cross perhaps
Or a promise of new life
Like the magis’ maps

Nothing cries perfection
Beauty and strength, gone
Eyes once starry dimmed
Oh how her qualities shone

Alone, lonesome once more
The dirt road stretches out
To Saramabila and Kindu
Empty and without doubt

Human flaws exposed, ugly
Like an open cast mine
Diamonds and gold hidden
This scarred earth a crime

That weeping cannot cry out
The soaked up innocent tears
Or the blood of Mai-Mai
For too many years

Base instincts dominate
Sexual appetites ravish
Where savage violence reigns
Love surely must vanish

Vacant eyes mask the smile
Oh how we are weary Lord
Yet little ones still beam
Before fathers bored

Where in this land are you?
Your fabled fulness of life?
For these Congolese and me
Companions in this strife

The final flickering light
Of a planet that is dying
Once lovely, enchanting
Neither known nor crying

When wishing wish again
Let it be as children do
Hopeful and expectant
Light shining through

01 September 2013

My Saturday Poem


Orchids and birdsong
Lake Kivu tranquil
Verdant bush-clad hills
Painted hazy in green
For a balcony exclusive
This Bukavian idyll
Almost colonial
In the NGO style
Too removed perhaps
From everyday life
A helicopter arrives
Obliterating the calm
Like coffee in China
Instant made fancy
A veneer so common
Like peace in Baraka

21 July 2013

NGO Graveyard



A crowded jumble of signs dominates the northern entrance to Baraka, like an overgrown graveyard for humanitarian actors whose work here has finished. The late afternoon sun paints these white memorials to UNHCR, ECHO, Oxfam and various others in an orange glow masking the rust streaks and badly faded letters. They stand testament to projects undertaken to save lives and relieve suffering in this war-torn village on the western shores of Lake Tanganyika. As I read the text and photograph the scene I can’t help wondering if this image captures the idealistic nature of aid work in profound ways. These monuments to justice and an end to suffering speak of a brighter future, but ten years on from the first interventions how real are those prospects? Whose dreams were they in the first place? Did locals cherish them about as much as these dilapidated signs suggest or has hope begun to set like today’s sun because it only ever existed like a false dawn which once promised so much? There are undoubtedly statistics and justifications for every well-meaning action taken and budget line spent, but really we must also ask how different are the baseline figures today compared with the days following the fighting, raping and looting which devastated Baraka’s its inhabitants before the outside world tried to help? So much of the project work undertaken does not take root in places like the Congo and others. Sure, any assistance will be embraced but it is more about a financial transaction than partnership which is locally owned and embraced as something of integral value. When the funding disappears and NGOs leave, the decline begins – training forgotten, best practice ignored, maintenance disregarded until people are living as they did before disaster struck. I’ve seen communities targeted for water and sanitation programmes receive tens of thousands of dollars in aid for wells, hygiene education and maintenance committees which were all realised. A few years later the wells are in disrepair, the latrines full, unused and people are drinking water direct from the lake. Much like a Congo that had functioning transport, industry and infrastructure (albeit on the back of Leopold’s heinous slavery) where barely an overgrown railway sleeper can be seen today, these humanitarian projects seem doomed to decline in the same way. Perhaps it’s simply better to do nothing (as some critics of development have argued) and allow people the freedom and responsibility to live their lives as they see fit. Some days it’s hard not to view people here as beneficiaries receiving unemployment cheques, dependent on aid rather than honestly tackling the challenges they face as a local community. Worst of all is the way they have been defined (by themselves as much as others) as victims in need of a handout. The loss of dignity and dehumanisation is shameful for all. I suspect international NGOs, just like the colonists who abandoned this country fifty years ago, are taking away a lot more than they are giving.



14 July 2013

Young Guns


For PT


Sunday

Enjoying a lovely, relaxing day after a full-on week. Emergency response for IDPs complete but not without considerable challenges including theft of one packet of cash (inside job) and a disgruntled chief who wanted money from us for doing his job. Principles went out the door when a local staff member paid the guy with his own money when I was explaining we couldn't pay him but would consider his complaint. Tough to trust anyone here which is a shame and makes work difficult. I'm currently reading Michela Wrong's book In the Footsteps of Mr Kurtz which rings so true when it comes to understanding the way things are in the Congo. At least for a day I can forget all that and just chill.

09 July 2013

Rapid Response?

Super busy working on an emergency response for people who have been displaced from the moyenne plateau above Lake Tanganyika. The hoops that have to be jumped through are astounding. The layers of hierarchy from sub-chief to chef du secteur and cooperation with the appropriate chief for the group of villages is a long and painful bureaucratic nightmare. Let's just say it hasn't been the rapid action we hoped to deliver to people who fled their homes, fields and livestock with nothing but the clothes on their backs. Of course, the right signatures and stamps are necesary but have more to do with power, control and ego than any tangible service which belies their titles. In a country where there is very little infrastructure or useful governance this situation would be a joke if it weren't for the common citoyens who are suffering. So, to bed and rest before another day trying help those in need. Oh yeah, officials are only half of it. Identifying legitimate IDPs is also very difficult because everyone wants a slice of whatever pie the NGOs are serving. Humanitarian objectives are so easily lost in translation.